breaking the fall

The force of gravity has attacked me

Now:
I am one with the ground, but where reality cannot make me stay.
As:
My dreams will come back and lift me off into a world where LIFE is a plane ride from infinite meaningful voayages to unlimited destinations.

I have many crazy outlandish dreams, some that Michael Jackson might probably say, "hey, even I couldn't do that," but it has occurred to me recently that it doesn't matter if I MAKE it but more that I TRIED it.

Perhaps it's easy for me to say it because I'm not eating out from a can of corn beef that I have been rationing for the past three days, because I'd rather spend $1.20 on a bus ride to audition for the next Singapore Idol. However, at the moment, everything that I have accomplished or failed to accomplish has really added so much colour to my life, and at least I can look back at my book of life and see my pictures in colour as opposed to black and white.

From a dance audition that I had to do a pirouette in, but ended up looking like a tornedo had possessed my body; to being Sheikh Haikel's back up dancer; I have come to a place where it's just so exhilirating to see what I will or will not eventually end up doing.

Many times we think that an Asian performing at Madison Square Gardens or MTV's TRL is a crazy dream to pursue but tell that to RAIN and he'll tell you "he is coming on the roof top and that he won't stop". So I don't have abs of utmost steel, and maybe my dance moves resemble the Singapore workout a bit too much; but I do have a great personality, and my mum told me that character goes a long way!

I'm pretty sure Brittney Spears didn't get to where she is from just looking like a sex kitten with a good voice, I hear that she's a real sweet person and that's all that matters.

So,

today's lesson.

Work on that personality of yours! U never know when your plastic boobs will burst or your plastic nose will melt. LOOK at this world as not something you will conquer but something that you can conquer your fears in.

Wisdom is tiring.

I will go now.

Yours sincerely,

Me, the Marino with the Jeano